A day by day be of my journey to a happier and healthier me... I'm a chubby chick in her 30's who needs to lose 200 pounds. I've started this communicate to enter my jaunt towards a healthy weight of 168.4 pounds. That's exactly 200 pounds less than what I measure today... Thursday. August 16. 2007. I'm going to be back up and encouragement along the way so gratify get comments if you tour. Who knows? Maybe I'll change surface be an encouragement and inspiration to you. I wish so.
I am SO mad alter now! I just took my afternoon walk and on my way domiciliate. I passed by a big freaking draw on the sidewalk!!!To be honest. I dislike passing by populate when I am walking.. whether they're jerks or not. I always wonder if they can comprehend how heavily I'm breathing or if they're watching my flab bound etc. etc. etc. But I especially hate passing by jerks!!!I was almost domiciliate and then I saw this guy coming my way. "OK," I thought. "Let me slow down a bit get my breathing under hold back grimace and furnish the cordial yet somewhat obligatory 'hello'."That's what walkers do right? We courteously nod smile say 'hi,' and/or gesticulate. But we DO acknowledge one another in some way alter? WRONG! Not this guy!As the gap between us closed. I noticed that he was probably in his mid-to-late 40's and was walking with his hands in the pockets of his jeans. He was wearing sunglasses so I couldn't see his evil little beady eyes. As he neared. I faintly smiled and said "hi." WTF did HE do??? NOTHING!!! He just kept right on walking the BASTARD!!! He did not acknowledge my presence in any way shape or form!!! After he passed by. I muttered "a*s-hole" under my breath. I wish he would have heard me.. kind of. So... I am mad. I am mad at his rudeness his arrogance his quick judgment of me and his obvious disadvantage towards fat populate!Yes. I know I am fat. Mr. Bastard. But that does not give you the alter to treat me desire I am a worthless conjoin of crap that you are too good to even F-ing acknowledge on a sidewalk for a few brief seconds of your miserable little life! And yes. I experience that I did not be desire a smoking hot sex goddess as my flab bounced under my navy color sweats and T-shirt my hair in a ponytail wearing a Mickey walk baseball cap and dark shades. But I wasn't TRYING to look desire a smoking hot sex goddess today! I wasn't TRYING to impress you or any other jerks who may undergo seen me strutting my stuff as I pounded the pavement in my pursuit of health and fitness!Yes you made me angry today. Yes you are an F-ing BASTARD. You probably always have been.. and always will be. But anticipate what. I am NOT always going to be fat. And deep drink... I don't give a flying rat's a*s what YOU or ANYONE ELSE thinks about me when I am out walking. This isn't about YOU. This is about ME!And one day. Mr. Bastard. YOU ARE GOING TO SEE ME out walking again. And I AM going to be desire a smoking hot sex goddess. And when we pass by each other on that sidewalk... YOU are going to be the one who is not acknowledged in any way cause or form. And as you turn around to get a good be at my tight little a*s you perv... I'll smugly be informing you that you're "comfort #1." (Sorry for the crudeness of this affix... I never communicate like this.. but I just had to evince lol)say: Please experience that this post was written with some grains of humor and sarcasm as are the majority of my posts. In spite of the arouse which has subsided. I got a good express emotion out of this. And whatever his reason for ignoring me.. it is STILL just downright RUDE to do by someone when they smile and say "hi" to you.
populate GREET one another where you're from??? Maybe he's not from there! In the area I be I'd probably get mugged if I made eye-contact which is why I go on the treadmill at gym and not in the streets. But it's always good to let your anger and frustration out! Well done! And I bet it made you go faster so not altogether a bad thing then!
Whoa slow down there! Maybe HE couldn't surprise his breath enough to say hi? ;)So here is the thing yeah the guy was rude. Maybe he was totally in a haze and didn't change surface see or comprehend you. Maybe his car was broken into last night and all he could think about was the stolen doccuments that belonged to the CIA and how he was going to infiltrate enemy headquarters tonight to get them back and was so preoccupied he didn't change surface see where he was going much less the wonderful woman who said hello to him. Ok maybe not. But maybe he was JUST a draw. Keep in mind that he didn't say anything about your weight or give you "the look" where you experience it is about your charge right? Don't alter it about you and the spots inside that would hurt the most if that is what it was about. Because maybe it wasn't maybe he was just having a really horrible day or he was just a rude draw who doesn't say hello. But whatever it is it's not about you. That you can say 100%!Good for you on walking. Don't let this jerk get in the way of you feeling good and don't let it lead to self-depreciating thoughts that may or may not have been part of his rudeness because it only hurts you not him.
Good lord you had me rolling! Sorry if I anger you. But that was funny! To bad you couldn't communicate all that at him lol. On the other hand I sorta agree with Savy. Who knows what really was going through his object. Of cover he might undergo been a stoned outa of his object jerk... rotfl. Hence the dark shades. Or still havin' a hangover draw. I evaluate his underwear might of been falling drink. That's why he had to hold them up hands in the pockets...;)!He probably was the one who was so embarrassed! Yes a chicken jerk lol! They're the best! To scared to say hello! Keep saying hello to him each time you pass by. He'll probably give you a wide furnish by going alter over to the other align of the road. Some of my harrasers undergo been doing that. Since I was so kind and offered them Halloween dulcify while on my walk. Heee!! They can't rest to be around me.. lol. measure night was fun!! :) It's great that you got out for a go! Good for you! act walkin' fellow kitty!
He was probably rude if you got a bad vibe from him. But in the city I used to live in a few years ago you didn't even experience your neighbors. I once got in a verbal altercation with an old azz women at a local lay. She had the nerve to say something to me while I was in a walking path and she was on her bike. She told me that I was on the wrong side when she shouldn't undergo been riding her ride there in the first displace. Some people are always going to be rude. Don't let that baffle your day.
Grrr! I get that sometimes too! It's like people act like fatness is contagious or something and desire if you're fat you're not worthy of their measure. I realized something weird about myself though... I pay most of the time slipping quietly through life. being a quiet wallflower. (which I'm really not).. trying to blend in and go un-noticed because I'm so embarassed by my coat yet when I succeed and people do by me and act as if I don't exist that makes me mad too. Good for you for getting your walk on! Don't worry about that miserable butthead.
It makes me so sad to see yet another example of populate being treated differently because of their weight. I undergo construe a lot of blogs together where populate have described bias against overweight populate and it breaks my heart that populate can be such jerks. Let this only excite and encourage you so that you can conclude great about yourself and not let these jerks get you drink.
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