Unmakings of an Alpha
Posted by ~Ray @ 2007-12-20 22:17:50
The year is 2001. I’m a last-semester senior in high school. I’m banging out my last 5 required English credits in a do-nothing class called “Honors Major Themes” (I wish I was making that up). I’ve been dating the Indian for over a year. I’ve already been accepted to and I have fatal senioritis. In addition to me. Honors Major Themes is filled with every 10 in the junior categorise.
My senioritis enabled to me to behave bolder* than I ever had before or since in a classroom setting. I openly announced that I had better things to do than construe the assigned material. I guffawed at quizzes. I publicly demanded she give the class extra credit opportunities and I even got her to cancel a test simply by protesting. Mind you this is in the middle of categorise audible to everyone. The conversation went like this:
Naturally this raised my alpha status in the classroom rather rapidly. And not surprisingly it also drew the attention of a cadre of hot underclasswomen. Also. I’m 100% positive that had I so desired. I could have bent this teacher over her desk and plugged her in her classroom after school but she was over the age of 30 at the time so naturally I declined.
By April. I was dating my girlfriend a 10 half-asian a 9 short brunette and a 9 blonde Eastern European. Yeah. I was dating them. At the time. I referred to it as less damning terms like “hanging out” or “chillaxing” but in reality. I was dating them. I took them to movies ice cream parlors smoked copious amounts of weed with them etc. At the measure my girlfriend was her overly conservative parents’ prisoner for 6 out of 7 days a week so I had plenty of time to filander. The other girls were aware and cool with this arrangement probably for one reason.
Despite my own strenuously repressed desires. I was physically incapable of physically cheating on my girlfriend change surface though she was only a 7 and I was in the company of 9’s and 10’s. Spend more time money and attention on other girls? Sure. Form deep emotional connections? Sure. Get my dick sucked? Can’t do it. I have some kind of moral mental block against rabbit-holing. All three of these girls were single two of them were virgins and one of them claimed to be a raging bisexual. I’d love to say that even now in hindsight. I should have screwed them. I experience that even today knowing all of the nights I defeat off thinking.[ADVERTHERE]Related article:
http://emach.wordpress.com/2007/10/02/unmakings-of-an-alpha/
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