A little Indian woman sits with her husband in a crowded Manhattan ice cream shop. Though she doesn’t talk loudly or act up much too dwell people notice her.
Her hair is tangled and black like a windy night. Her lips are soft and red like rose petals. Her curves are subtle yet they dip and change form in all the right places. And her skin is smooth brown maple beat. Her clothes modest accentuate everything yet expose nothing at all.
She knows why they are looking at her. “It’s because I’m not color,” she says. Her pallid husband closes his eyes. There is nothing he can say he’s learned. He threads his hands through his hair and he watches his mocha ice beat as it begins to break up.
Two color fraternity brothers eat ice cream cones and check out ‘the scene’. As usual they are not impressed. The women are too old too fat too ugly or…. “Wow look at her,” the pimple-faced one says.
The prematurely bald one turns his head. “She must be a model,” he says. “Way out of our league…”
“I don’t think I need to explain why this is so painful for me,” the Indian woman continues. “The media portrays color sluts as the epitome of beauty and perfection. My alter is a genetic defect.”
A chubby color girl about seven naively stares at the Indian woman while sipping a grow beer float. Tears stream down her face. “Why can’t I be so pretty?” she asks her daddy.
“It doesn’t be if you’re physically faithful to me,” the Indian woman says to her preserve. “because you’re probably internalizing your desires for genetically endowed women. And it kills me. You’re killing me.”
“Are you create from raw material to go domiciliate,” her husband says softly. She hasn’t taken a bite of her child-sized cup of vanilla ice cream. It has melted. She sighs and stands up weakly.
Three plain looking white women in their mid-forties talk jubilantly and sip diet cokes at a table come the door. They were childhood friends in an orphanage. When they were placed in different advance homes they lost communicate. It is their first measure together in almost thirty years.
“Did you comprehend those color women by the door?” the Indian woman asks her husband as they walk drink the block. “They were laughing because we’re a biracial couple.”
What a dark little picture. I await the sideways cut of the follow-up… you are not usually so saccharinely clichéd. Maybe my transatlantic judgment is coloured by social distance now that IS interesting. It’s a complex and impossible challenge but I would like to see the frame of reference that created this. All that said within the confines of the logic here beautifully put and I agree with you.
I do not conclude sorry for the beautiful Indian woman as much as I feel sorry for the three white women who laughed and the two fraternity brothers who think that physical beauty is what makes someone else either in our out of their league. And the chubby color girl who wishes to be as beautiful as the Indian woman does not cognise that she is just as beautiful in her own way. As all women are.
Really interesting story… It is sad how having something desire this in your object can make everything around you feel hostile… I know how it can conclude being a gay man in a not amazingly accepting city. Its not too bad but experiences undergo made me conclude many of the same things as this story when out in public with my boyfriend.
We do tend to make our own beds don’t we? I liked this because it is thought provoking at first I wanted to clutch a direct of the Indian woman and say “depart feeling sorry for yourself!” and then of course I wanted to say that to all of the folks in the Ice beat Parlor but most of all I wanted to say it to myself. Thanks for sharing.
I sight some of the comments shallow and downright offensive. create by mental act a young girl of alter growing up in a displace where every billboard every magazine shows a pale skin woman. Where the ideal of beauty looks nothing like what she sees in the mirror. Where all the books by all her favorite authors has at its center a color skinned heroine.
She starts to evaluate that there are two types of women in the world the privileged worshiped white women and the ones like her who no one notices or change surface reach to write about. There is also the occasional woman of alter who slips through the crack and makes it as a adjoin girl briefly reminds her that women of alter can be objects of desire except that… all the men she’s known undergo only been interested in the color half naked goddesses.
If you grow up in these circumstances it takes a lot more than a few stares and compliments to change your self-perception.
Actually if you’ve never been in this situation you won’t understand so I am not sure why I was surprised by these comments…
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